Wednesday, June 15, 2011

I Hate My Life Somedays...


Mar. 24th, 2009 at 5:52 PM


Awww. I'm too fat to go. I just spoke with the instructor. "And due to strict OSHA restraints..." I can't take the class. Oh well. Who knew the term OSHA could be used in a sentence that would poke me in my sensitive feeling spot? Bah. Shake it off. Man... That sucks.
So the guy is excited about going; we talked about it today. I however, just found out that I am not able to go, and I'm too embarrassed to say why. Finally breaking out of the Joshua shell...and this happens. Nice.

Humiliating experience. -Table for one.
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I feel the need to say...I got over this like five minutes later. Yep. I'm working on myself. Looking forward to the positive changes I am making for my life. And men get to be in the peripheral...but in general are downgraded until further notice. I just don't want the *importance* of a romantic relationship...or the *approval* of a guy to guide my life. In fact...I don't even want it to be a major factor in it at all right now. Aaaah...This feels better. :)
Groups:Inner Circle Peeps
Mood:bummed

Comments


witty_banter wrote:
Mar. 28th, 2009 12:13 am
BOOO! That really surprises me actually...

But I am so proud of you for getting out there, breaking out of the shell and whatnot. That's my lady!



vanmedi wrote:
Mar. 28th, 2009 11:19 am 
Thanks. It's no biggie. I only have to lose 5 pounds and I'll be able to go. So that's what I'm gonna do. :)

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