March 2nd, 2009; 11:09 PM
I love you. I can't tell you why because I've really thought about it, and I honestly cannot come up with any really good reasons why, I just know that I do.
What is there to say to a stone wall? I try to think of what it is that I even want to say to you, and I am speechless. Why am I trying so hard? If you ever picked up the phone and barked at me “What! What do you want to say?” I am sure my words would leave me. I wouldn't have the openness and softness from you required for me to feel comfortable to share my heart and mind. I feel like a little lost duckling just trying to find my way in a cold and unfriendly world. Abandoned by my beloved yet again. Not even good enough to turn to. Not even cherished enough to be wanted in hard times. Cast off; my absence is something to celebrate for you and yours. This just makes my heart feel so empty and sad. Good riddance to bad rubbish. The beasties circle and dance in celebration. Drink the wine. Eat the flesh. And have the girl who lies next to you for this night.
I love you. I can't tell you why because I've really thought about it, and I honestly cannot come up with any really good reasons why, I just know that I do.
What is there to say to a stone wall? I try to think of what it is that I even want to say to you, and I am speechless. Why am I trying so hard? If you ever picked up the phone and barked at me “What! What do you want to say?” I am sure my words would leave me. I wouldn't have the openness and softness from you required for me to feel comfortable to share my heart and mind. I feel like a little lost duckling just trying to find my way in a cold and unfriendly world. Abandoned by my beloved yet again. Not even good enough to turn to. Not even cherished enough to be wanted in hard times. Cast off; my absence is something to celebrate for you and yours. This just makes my heart feel so empty and sad. Good riddance to bad rubbish. The beasties circle and dance in celebration. Drink the wine. Eat the flesh. And have the girl who lies next to you for this night.
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