Aug. 12th, 2009


3:56 PM


I have managed to waste most of the day -AGAIN! 
I am taking a shower NOW. And getting dressed to my shoes. Then I am cleaning my sink. And listening to my Anthony Robbins DVD. Momentum is a hard thing to muster sometimes, when you're down. I find the strenth to read articles, not books; play Farmville, yet not turn over my own *real* soil awaiting me in my front yard. I dream of my life as I want it, and yet am unmotivated to move. Or rather too sad to take action. Ultimately, I just have to do it. Come hell or highwater, I have to do something. On the plus side, I am doing laundry, and I have managed to be neutral emotionally for the most part. I'm trying to gear up to happy and vibrant though and I keep getting stuck in this same rut (my bed).


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