Aug. 12th, 2009 at 10:37 PM
I am still feeling up and down. Unfortunately I see that I am currently easily influenced by what other people say, and my own negative thoughts. Which sporadically send me spiraling downward into crying jags. Bleh! I can't wait for this to be over with. It's like I cry and then I calm down and give myself a good talking to...and then I regain my composure and feel momentarily better, like I've got it all under control and I'm a good person who is now moving forward. And then I hit a bump and cry again. Meh. Luckily, I'm also easily distracted out of my crying jags. ...for instance: I was sitting on my bed crying when all of a sudden I noticed a noise...I stopped crying so that I could listen more intently...and noticed that it was coming from the bathroom...it was the dog drinking from the toilet! Agh! I hate it when she does that! I told her to stop and of course she instantly came bounding into my room with a wet jaw of fresh toilet water and proceeded to lick me! Eeeeeeew! Talk about gross! But at least I am grossed out and laughing vs. crying. Which I guess is an upgrade?
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