Feb. 2nd, 2010
12:04 AM

To feel the pressure of death, the pressure of time running out, neatly put away and off my shoulders.
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dancingsinging wrote:
Feb. 2nd, 2010 12:38 am
You are so incredibly strong. I love you.





vanmedi wrote:
Feb. 3rd, 2010 10:04 pm 
Thanks. I called Hospice today and set up an appointment with an intake nurse next Friday. I think that'll help somewhat with the pressure. One of my friends taught me an exercise today that helps shield against the pain and stress associated with this. Her husband runs hospice in this area, and she has some personal experience which is similar enough to mine that she totally gets the living with immense pressure and gravity...and also having competing needs for NORMALCY, the desire to be accomplishing your own goals, and having general happiness in the midst of the struggles which are real. 


Thank you for being there for me. I love you too. :)