So he is still amazing. There have been no popped bubbles yet. But I have to say...I love love. But I don't like the feeling of being agitated. Even in good love...there is the feeling of being knocked off your grind a bit. Especially if it's good love. Being anxious. And nervous. Euphoric and silly. Feeling less than calm and composed. I feel wound up alot. I look forward to the next time we will see eachother or talk. I pine and glow somedays...and I hate it! It's delicious sweet agony. I have to say he is a very good match for me and my personality and philosophy. He goes well with me. And I go well with him. So what am I complaining about? I'm not sure..except that I don't like feeling the way I do. I feel discomposed, excited, tense...and unquieted. He has unquieted my spirit. With love. Garble garble...
Please comment. I need feedback. Is it normal to not like the agitated feeling of being in love? Am I alone on this one? Or am I just silly and I should relax and enjoy?
loved
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