He's Home!

May 2nd, 2008; 11:29 AM

Current mood:loved

He's home! I wish I was more chill sometimes. I just can't get enough of him. He called me last night, and wanted to come over. I really wanted to see him, but I had class in the morning, and my house was a mess. But he didn't care. He really wanted to come over. So, we struck a bargain. If he didn't make a big deal over how messy my house was or judge me for it, he could come on over. I was hoping to clean up a lot before he came over. I still can. He'll just know the truth (which he always has..) which is that I am a messy little lady. He came over, And we had some super hot sex. Over and over again! I swear it felt different. And really good. I think it's the combination of him being gone so long, and losing weight. We had sex in positions that I usually can't do, because in the past I felt like I was being smothered. But now, he's so small...and it felt so nice. I really liked feeling his body lying on top of mine. I loved holding him there. When my alarm went off, he grabbed my arm and pulled me to him. And didn't want me to leave. He wanted to keep spooning. I loved that! It was divine. 

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(HE JUST CALLED ME!!!) This morning, I was painting a landscape and a couple of guys came by and started cutting down part of the tree that I was painting. So, I decided that would be a good time to take a break, and I came home, and wanted to go get coffee or a sandwich with Joshua. But he had a lot of things to do today..such as updating his resume, aplying for jobs, and meeting with his father. He had to rush off. And He just called me to explain that he was sorry for rushing off like that..it was just that he was upset because he had set his alarm on his cell phone, but it was on silent, so he slept through it, and he was going to be super busy today, and he had overslept. He said he was sorry. He won super bonus points for making that call. And I totally got where he was coming from. That was super cool.

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I love him.