Bored Senseless

February 8th, 2008; 8:23 AM

Current mood:bored

1. How many people have you kissed in the past 2 months?
Questions like this are so lame...I mean..first off who do you count and not count? Do you cound every peck on the cheek, or kiss to your mum? Are those counted right along with the red hot passionate kisses of a lover? Also who cares? Oooh am I going to give away my affair if I put down 2 but I already have a boyfriend? Lame. Mer...but I'm doing it. I've kissed one person "that way" and lots of others as my beloved peeps...meaning "not that way"...like I kiss my mom. Yes. I do. What a dork. I kiss my mom every day.

2. Have you ever done anything illegal?
Yes. Even sheep have adventures from time to time.

3. Would you rather spend a whole day with your mom or your dad?
Mom. No contest. Although sailing with Dad is fun.

4. Where will you be 12 hours from now?
Here. I'll be here. Doing homework. Or cooking dinner.

5. Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?
This question bothers me the same way the first one did...what are the definitions of the terms? *Technically* no one can make me feel anything..I do that part...but yeah...I get what it means...so yes..it's true, other people do affect how I feel sometimes..and weather or not it's easy really has to do with the day, person, situation...bla bla bla. Some people never make me feel awkward..even if they would like that. I'm stubborn sometimes..and for some, I wouldn't give them the satisfaction of having *any* power over me. But I can think of one particular group, that has always made me feel awkward. It's rediculous. I just never seem to be able to let my light shine in front of them. I've never really fit in with them, although I'd like to. So for them..the answer is yes. Perhaps I should take back my power and make that answer no?

6. Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
No.. what am I psychic? Organized? Bah! Pish tosh.

7. Who do you wish you were with right now?
God. I want peace in my heart. I want to know that everything is going to be OK, and despite the darkness, that dawn is coming and with it is a life and resolutions to my problems which are better than anything I could ever have designed or imagined myself. I think only God could give me that kind of comfort. Maybe my Grandma. She would say Sonna, sonna, sonna. It was her way of soothing me. She used to sing this song in Spanish..I wish I could remember it. It was about a tadpole who lost it's tail, and it hurt, and the tadpole was crying and sad, but then there was a verse which included sonna, sonna, sonna...about how it will be allright little tadpole, and although you don't know it yet, you will grow strong and into a frog. She'd coo it to me. It was comforting. It was funny and grand. Laughter always seemed to make the tears better. It's a common strategy in my family. To find your strength in the midst of your struggle..first you begin with laughter.

8. Is it easy for people to make you smile?
yes. I am eager to smile.

9. Does anyone hate you for no reason?
Yes.

10. Can you make yourself cry?
Yes

11. How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
I don't know. It was not at the same time..but around 8.

12. Is your life simple or complicated?
Complicated. I want it to be simple.

13. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Yes.

14. Have you ever been too drunk to remember anything?
Only once. But I remember a lot from that situation. It was the first time I ever got drunk. I didn't drink for years after that.

15. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
Agh! again... who are we talking about? Is this the lover or the person? I've kissed them both plenty. One..in the thousands...the other...in the hundreds...perhaps we've crossed the thousand threshold? But then I have to wonder what constitutes ONE kiss? If I'm making out with someone for an hour..is that all just one kiss? Or is it like 28, or 49, or 72..depending on where one kiss ends and another one begins?

16. Do you know anyone who lives in Wyoming?
Yes. :-)

17. Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an C?
Maybe...I don't remember.

18. Last saved Text?
Tozo invite

19. What are you doing tomorrow?
Pillow fight...it should be a busy day.

20. Are you easily confused?
That's a good quesion. I'm very smart. I also ask a lot of questions and ponder them quite a bit..so probably yes.

21. Do you think you would make a good parent?
yes. I am in no rush though.

22. What's your favorite kind of ice cream?
can't tell you..it's secret. I'll tell you my 2nd favorite...Strawberry.

23. What was your last place of employment?
Illuminations

24. Are you taller than 5'4"?
Yes.

25. Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Yes. Why do people do that?

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
Yes.

27. What color are your socks?
Barefooted right now...but later..brown with red poka dots.

28. Has anyone ever borrowed something from you and never returned it?
Yes. I want my lens brush back Joshua! It looks like a lipstick case anyway..why do you still have it? It's vintage..and from George...gimme!

29. Do you fall for people easily?
No, but when I do. It's all over. I wish I was more ballanced. Like..I wish I let go more with people and fell more easily, but then I also wish I could be disinterested easily too. To have less attachment all around would be good.

30. Have you ever dated someone more than once?
haha..yes. Is there anyone who actually knows me, that would believe me, if I said no?

31. Who have you texted today?
No one.

32. What's you're current favorite song?
Little Piggies

33. Have you ever liked anyone on your myspace?
Yes

34. Do you find members of the opposite sex confusing?
Sometimes. That's not so much the opposite sex thing as much as it is a human thing...it plays out as an opposite sex thing though when the question of love comes into play. Love is confusing. It makes people do, say, and act in confusing ways sometimes.

35. Is there anybody you wish you could be with right now?
God, Grandma, Grandpa, Mom, Guy, Joshua, Oshyan, Eva, Jon, Jess, Tim, Sheetal, Jonathan, Lalo, Hank.

36. When is the last time you saw a big group of friends?
I don't know? Recently. Probably last week. Although Lovejoy's is what actually comes to mind..or Leslie's birthday.

37. What are you listening to right now?
Nothing. I have my headphones on with no sound. I love the sound of nothing sometimes.

38. How has the week been?
It has been. Yes. It has. I voted...so that was good. :-)

39. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but you can't?
yes. but it doesn't need to be said.

40. What color is you iPod?
I don't have one.

41. What is your favorite key chain on your keys?
I have a first responder keychain...Not sure that it's my *favorite* I just have one because I think it's a good idea. But I really liked my carabiner that I used to use.

42. Last restaurant you ate at?
at...at...No dice. Don't remember. La Bufa?

43. Who was your most recent ex?
I like to call him Mittens. Mittens and I just weren't meant to be. Or were we?

44. Do you still talk to that person?
Yes

45. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
gee...where's my pie chart when I need it?

I'm pretty uncensored. I say a lot of what is on my mind unless it seems like a bad strategy. And even then, I often times take the bad strategy approach..because..what the hey...you only live once.