Alone Time

June 18th, 2006; 5:44 PM

Current mood:restless

Man oh man. I am having some alone time today. Which is good. But after a while some part of me goes Ack! I'm alone! Better find something fun to do! Quick make some plans! Call some friends! And somewhere around there that pathetic scene from Bridget Jones's Diary starts playing in my head...you know the one where she's lip singing to "All by mysehhh-he-helff. Don't wanna be all by my self anymore." Arg! I should be able to enjoy having the afternoon to myself. Especially since in my regular day, I often find myself wishing that I had a space for complete privacy and respite. Barrr. And then I get it. And I just get so wound up it's hard for me to enjoy it. It's like when you're about to have an orgasm, but then you realize that you're about to have an orgasm..and then you just can't. And then you're just there. Teetering on the edge. Trying to enjoy it. Agggghhh! Barg!