Aug. 14th, 2007

• 12:04 PM

I miss him. I think I'm going to have to just relax... Part of me wonders what to do next? Do I pretend that I never liked him? Do we go back to being friends? Can we really be friends? Is that too soon to be determined? Am I preemptively nixing the possibility of a lasting romance with him because *I* know *I* messed things up...and it's easier to just pretend that I never had any kind of feelings for him beyond friendship? I hate it when guys do that kind of stuff. Lately I've been feeling like a *dirtbag*.

...Hehe...I wrote that last night. But today things are different. I think we are going to be friends. Which is excellent! At the very least we are friends! :-)

Mood:  optimistic