Oct. 10th, 2007 at 12:20 PM
Ok. After sleeping on it...I've decided that it's not really that tragic. I can handle this. I'm strong. Plus who knows what will really end up happening with this? I see a few great possibilities in this...1. Maybe we'll end up talking about this and working it out...in which case I won't really be kicked off the bus. 2. Maybe I won't ever do that but I will end up investing more time in me and thereby having much more energy and time to get more of my own life dreams accomplished. 3. Maybe I will one day meet a guy that makes Mister Wonderful pale in comparison...someone who rocks my world so hardcore that I don't even remember any of this experience with more than a hearty laugh and a sigh of relief...like "*whew* Thank God that happened...otherwise I never would have met you!"
Any way you cut it...I'm going to make a victory out of this defeat. And it won't be delusional...it'll be my determination to have a happy life that will create this.
Mood: crushed
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