Current mood:
blahIt's been only two days now...and I know from experience that this is when it hurts most. I also know that if I just relax and let it flow it will probably (hopefully) work out somehow. I have never been good at sitting with uncomfortableness or uncertainty. This is one of my faults. One of my bigger faults. I have a tendency to push and persue when something like this happens. (My intention is to work it out quickly...but what I actually end up doing is antagonizing the poor person when they really need space.) I have a hard time letting it go and just respecting the other persons wishes and honestly boundaries. I need to learn how to do that. I guess this is the perfect opportunity to master that skill. Woo hoo! Here's to life's hidden opportunities for growth. May they all be much nicer than this one! ...And now I must force myself to stop thinking about this and start preparing for class...because holy-moly! I have a midterm in half an hour!
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