September 12th, 2007; 4:15 AM
I just slept with you. There are so many things that I don't think you understand or pay attention to..but that I don't say either. Some of them would be: 1. You are not all that in bed. In fact. You are not very good at all at oral sex. And your fingering skills are really bad. You are not a very good lover. You can be sometimes...but now...not so much. But even when you did try...you still didn't know your way around a vagina with your mouth. 2. I am having sex with you but I am not in love with you anymore. I know you seem to think that I was joking when I said: “This doesn't mean anything to me..really. Now let's get back to just being friends again.” I really did mean that. You laughed and joked in a cute doe-eyed way...which told me that maybe this meant something to you...probably not though... But I don't think you know it means nothing to me. That was just sex. Not love. I have learned from you, how to separate my heart from the act of sex. I just wanted to get a blow job. I didn't even want to reciprocate. I ended up doing that just because. But I really have not been after you for the last few days...as you seem to think. I wish my vibrator was here..I would stop resorting to using your cock. But honestly...I do not feel any love when we are having sex. In fact I like someone else. So I really should stop having sex with you. I need to demonstrate to him that he actually means something to me. And he will never give me his heart with your cock in my pussy. So get out!
I just slept with you. There are so many things that I don't think you understand or pay attention to..but that I don't say either. Some of them would be: 1. You are not all that in bed. In fact. You are not very good at all at oral sex. And your fingering skills are really bad. You are not a very good lover. You can be sometimes...but now...not so much. But even when you did try...you still didn't know your way around a vagina with your mouth. 2. I am having sex with you but I am not in love with you anymore. I know you seem to think that I was joking when I said: “This doesn't mean anything to me..really. Now let's get back to just being friends again.” I really did mean that. You laughed and joked in a cute doe-eyed way...which told me that maybe this meant something to you...probably not though... But I don't think you know it means nothing to me. That was just sex. Not love. I have learned from you, how to separate my heart from the act of sex. I just wanted to get a blow job. I didn't even want to reciprocate. I ended up doing that just because. But I really have not been after you for the last few days...as you seem to think. I wish my vibrator was here..I would stop resorting to using your cock. But honestly...I do not feel any love when we are having sex. In fact I like someone else. So I really should stop having sex with you. I need to demonstrate to him that he actually means something to me. And he will never give me his heart with your cock in my pussy. So get out!
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