Oct. 5th, 2007

• 5:33 PM

 E-Gads! It is raining so hard! It's coming down in big, thick, drops of water. -It's beautiful. The sky is a dark grey, and yet the sun is shining on everything around me. The elm tree in the back yard is golden and shimmering. It's leaves are drenched and it's limbs sway heavily with the wind and rain. I can see a rainbow outside my window. And the air feels charged. This feels like an epic moment. Something beautiful to be appreciated. And also like something new is coming my way.
Well...I talked to Joshua about everything. And when I say everything..I mean everything. Wow! No more secrets. Nothing. And the most surprising thing is that I did not get kicked off the bus. I had fully expected it. In fact I had shamefully little belief in him. -None really. He stunned me with how nice he was about it all. He had a hard time with it. He did not retract his most recent proclamation of love for me. He hugged me. And held me. He was a friend to me. I never expected that from him. Honestly, I sold him short.

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• Mood:  surprised