Pretty much, everyone that I know will be happy about this news -except for me. I am so hurt. I don't even know what to say. My heart physically hurts. And I keep forgetting to breathe. I find myself sitting here, holding my breath. Not intentionally...just as a reflex. As I sit in bewilderment, trying to digest what you've just said. Trying not to cry. This hurts. Whatever. You can't fight the tide forever. Sooner or later you've got to win or lose. And I lost. I am not good at giving up. But I really have to learn this lesson. I have to really embrace letting go of you. For my happiness. You have been such a taker. For everything. You have taken. Not to mention you are also always at the sway of your friends opinions. I hate Bree right now. I can't even tell you how much I hate her. I wish her pain. I hope she gets everything she deserves, and I know she will. Fuck her for meddling in my life and manipulating you. Fuck you for being weak enough to go with it. The only reason she spoke with you was to drive an insidious wedge between us. To hurt me. And she has succeeded. I will never forgive her for that. From here on out, she and I are enemies. And I am fine with that. I hate her. She has always been a toxic waste bitch. And I truly hate her. I hate you for being so weak. I hate you for being so fearful and stupid. Fuck you. My heart is broken -again.
crushed
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