Broken

July 24th, 2008; 12:22 AM

Current mood:crushed

I don't think I ever want to be in love again. Not willingly at least. I have to say I have never been so down, so hurt, or so crushed repeatedly since I fell in love. This stuff really sucks. I don't know why people like it. The highs are great, but overall it's not worth it. If you've never *been loved* but have *loved* for such a long time (years). -It's really not worth it. It is far better to live without the pain of love than to suffer this.

I have never been loved before. As in LOVED romantically. -That hurts. I really think this is a turning point in my life. I don't ever want to open my heart to love again. Goodbye.

12:22 AM

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    Travelin Man

    Prima, I just tried to call you to send you a big hug telephonically. I understand the pain of a broken relationship, and I want you to know that I love you love you love you!! I also know how easy it is to give up and believe there is nothing left for you in life to light your heart again...but as quickly as the light went out, it can be rekindled by the most unexpected of circumstances. Keep your head up my sweet cousin. You are the one who helps me keep mine up!

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    laurelin

    Vanessa, you are far too wonderful to retire your heart so soon. Though it may not seem true now, you are stronger than your situation, whatever it might be. Remember dear, if you ever need to get away, I can make my home quite a lovely retreat...