Goodbye Bad Boys and Girls

February, 15th, 2008 6:23 PM

Current mood:contemplative

I have found that some times I spend too much time on things that don't benefit me. People who don't appreciate me or treat me well. It's an interesting idea....What would happen if I willed myself to delete them? If I just stopped spending ANY time on them. If I also forced myself to not think of them either? This is probably the hardest part. It's not the actions that are really hard, but the thoughts. Because thoughts come and go...they pop into my head when I'm not even trying. And it's more of a challenge to control those little impulses. But I should give it a go. This will not be the first time I've gone on a negativity fast. I've done it before when I didn't have the energy to deal with even one more ounce of extra crap...I feel like I'm getting closer to that, but this time it's not an extreme thing that is causing this issue to suddenly become a "key" issue of importance to me. I just feel like I need to do it. For my own happiness.