June 10th, 2009; 10:55 PM
Please allow me to tell you how much I've missed you. My heart still pangs for you. When I lie awake in bed at night in the darkness, for a moment, I will pause before taking in a breath. I will slow down everything and sit in the quiet dark, feeling the soft flannel sheets next to my bare skin, and my head supported by the fluffy down pillow. And for a moment there in the darkness, I feel as if at any moment I will feel your hand reaching out to find my hand in the dark. And I love that. And I miss that. I turn on my side, facing the direction that your body used to be in, and imagine holding you and hugging you close. Tracing the side of your body, touching your back, and nuzzling my nose into your hair. Taking in soft deep breaths of comfort. I wish that I could touch you. I miss you Bubbie. Please come home to me. My heart is broken without you here. I have endured a long cold winter. Please let Summer return.
Please allow me to tell you how much I've missed you. My heart still pangs for you. When I lie awake in bed at night in the darkness, for a moment, I will pause before taking in a breath. I will slow down everything and sit in the quiet dark, feeling the soft flannel sheets next to my bare skin, and my head supported by the fluffy down pillow. And for a moment there in the darkness, I feel as if at any moment I will feel your hand reaching out to find my hand in the dark. And I love that. And I miss that. I turn on my side, facing the direction that your body used to be in, and imagine holding you and hugging you close. Tracing the side of your body, touching your back, and nuzzling my nose into your hair. Taking in soft deep breaths of comfort. I wish that I could touch you. I miss you Bubbie. Please come home to me. My heart is broken without you here. I have endured a long cold winter. Please let Summer return.
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